i hate not beeing able to act. i wish i could help the ones i love. i feel like i'm stuck behind glass watching my friends being hurt and i can't do anything about it. this sucks! if only i could do something about it. grrr! i know what i could do and i want to do it..... but it would be extremely painful to do so. it's kinda like getting teeth pulled. you know you have to do it but you dread it, and you hope the outcome is what you hoped for.

 

in other news, turkey day was cool. i had a lot o' fun at raya and lissa's. i also ate way to much. then i came home for my families dinner. i again ate way to much. booty ate way to much also, but i think that was all that he had to eat all day long. he had to work from noon to 4p so he missed out on raya and lissa's first thanksgiving. oh well maybe next year.

 

i went out with sgt. vanessa and ken wednesday. that was fun! we went to the mall and walked around adn went to joe's cajuan restaurant. ken is from louisiana. and we taught that cajun food would be good, it was. we then went to meijer and goofed off. i have a really funny picture of ken and nessa sitting in these kid recliners. i'd post it but have left my software cd for my camera over booty's. i had to reinstall everything on my computer and that's one of those things i forgot about until i go to use it.

 

brrrrr.... i'm fuckin' freezin'! damn my grandma and her hot flashes! the heat is never on in this house! i think i need to wear gloves when i type.