man.... i've just been having some bad days lately. so much for a good start to the new year. i don't really wanna talk about it.... it just sucked. work related. work politics. i'm over it now. things are usually bad before they are good.

 

so this weekend instead of writing an entry in here i played the sims all weekend, well that was when booty and i weren't playing on our brand spanking new xbox!!!!! i got my xbox! booty and i have been playing halo 2 none stop. maybe i'll actually get good at it. we'll be getting xbox live here soon. it was kinda boring when he wasn't around to play against each other. i'm stuck in my campaign. there are just no good weapons around when you need them. so while he was out at work i was playing the sims. of course i made booty and me the characters in my game. we are in love in the game and he keeps asking me to have a baby. no way! i can't deal with a simulated baby! but yeah that was my weekend.

 

i'm such a dork.

 

dude! someone just farted in class! it was loud! and no it wasn't me! i hope it doesn't smell.... this is a little hot class room.... we'd have to evacuate if it smelled.

 

so i'm in class..... this is a boring class. it's operating systems and networking. wow.... they teach us about microsoft programs. ok. i took this same class when i was in the 8th grade. we're just using newer versions of stuff. fun fun fun.

 

i had taco bell for lunch today and i think it's making me sick to my tummy. while i was listening to the instructors lecture on file folder organization, i burped and it was this hot burning acid vomit. it was gross!.... i swallowed. i didn't wanna throw up in the middle of class. so i started coughing and excussed myself from class to get a drink of water. i kinda feel like i'm going to do it again. gross!

 

so i haven't slept at home in about two weeks.... i really hate it there. it's dirty and smelly. i do beleive that i will go home tonight though. i love sleeping with booty and i love waking up to that cute face..... but i can't get a restful nights sleep, he stays up later then me playing games and it annoys me. i wanna cuddle up and sleep... but he'd rather do other things. this comes to my feelings of depression.

 

i've been feeling really depressed as of lately. it all comes down to my self esteem. i need to lose weight, i've gained quit a bit. mine and booty's anniversery is coming up.... i wanna look good for it. we'll be together for two years. and i wanna do something special and i wanna look good. i think he thinks i'm fat and unattractive. he is just so cute and he's lost a lot of weight. i don't know. well, i'm going to try and lose some weight anyway. i've got a month and 4 day to lose it. i better get started now.

 

well.... i think i heard something about test questions... i gotta get back to paying attention