i think booty and i are in a rut. we've had this whole weekend together and we haven't done jack. we went out to lunch saturday. and that's about it. well, we did go out and get troy, which is a fuckin awesome movie. i wanted to go out and see a movie, but we didn't. i wanted to see the life aquatic or house of flying daggers. booty wasn't feeling up to it. he's more in a sit around and play gta san andreas. i even asked him to play halo with me.... but no. he's playing gta. i just don't know what to do. this again comes back to a previous entry where i stated that i'm not feeling sexy enough for him. we haven't had sex since friday night. usually we'd have morning sex too. but nope. maybe i just have a really active sex drive. i don't know. but i don't think we have enough sex. i'd like more then once a week.

 

maybe i'm not good enough for him.... i don't know. i'd like to figure it out.

 

in other news. i went to my aunt's house and hung out with her this afternoon. it was fun. we finally got to exchang our xmas presents. she got me an orange cat figure and a throw blanket and a george foreman grill, which was really cool. i was actually debating on getting me and booty one. i got her some kinda coconut bath stuff and a candle. i reallly miss hanging out with her. she's been more like a mom to me then my own mother. we're going to start going to the gym together, and she wants me to come over for a make-up make-over night. that'll be fun. i remember doing that kinda stuff with her when i was little. she keeps getting sick and i worry about her.

 

i'm torn... jackass or teen titans? i've seen them both..... damned reruns. jackass is just way to funny..... and chris pontias is HOT! i would love to see him naked without the bubble. well i guess i'm gonna go and try to have sex with booty. maybe he'll put out tonight....

 

wouldn't you want to do me?