06/24/04 9:25p
yeah.... i'm still bored. booty is taking a bath and i'm just sitting here..... watching crap tv...... there is nothing
on! oh how i wish for pirates of the caribbean! booty takes foooorrrrreeeevvvvvveeeeerrrr! sometimes he can be such a girl
about things..... well, not really but it's funny to say..... and he gives me funny looks when i say it to him..... teeheehee!
i'm kinda hungry..... but not dinner hungry..... dessert hungry..... i want cheesecake! but i also kinda feel like i'm
going to puke. is it an eating disorder when you vomit almost every day for no reason? i'm not making myself
do it..... and no! i am NOT pregnant! i think the pain in my ovaries is starting to get out of hand again. i'm taking that
myomin stuff...... but i'm not taking birth control, 'cause i haven't seen my gyno in like 9 months or something and
i'm supposed to go every 3. they're trying to monitor my cists. but this is starting to get out of control! i'm tired of having
to take pills and go and get my who-ha inspected and scrapped all the time.... plus it costs more money then i have and i
don't have insurance. it's a big pain in the ass..... well, ovaries. i wish they'd just take it all out! i'll adopt if i want
kids!
the only thing that's making me happy right now is
this. it reminds me of pirate girl! thank you pirate girl! you kick so much ass and i miss you! i think that is one reason i feel
so lousy.... i don't have a person like pirate girl, or pirate girl herself up here. i know if i was bored i could call her
up and be like "yo lets hang" and she'd be like "sure pirate de, that'd be awesome" and i'd be all like "outrageous, lets
go" and we'd go out and have cool pirate adventures.....
i think i need to start saying outrageous more often... you don't hear that to often anymore..... well, maybe if you
watched jem..... but i'm sure not a lot of people except for me, raya and lissa still watch that. i still want to be jem!
i want pink hair and a cool band and kick ass make-up and girl stuff and yeah..... jem stuff. i still need to get the jem
dvd...... but raya bought the last one at the best store for buying things, and it's $40! that's still a
wee bit more than i wanna spend right now..... gotta save up for stuff and junk.... like bills! maybe college.... maybe.
damn booty is still in the bath tub..... that bastard!