yeah.... i'm still bored. booty is taking a bath and i'm just sitting here..... watching crap tv...... there is nothing on! oh how i wish for pirates of the caribbean! booty takes foooorrrrreeeevvvvvveeeeerrrr! sometimes he can be such a girl about things..... well, not really but it's funny to say..... and he gives me funny looks when i say it to him..... teeheehee!

 

i'm kinda hungry..... but not dinner hungry..... dessert hungry..... i want cheesecake! but i also kinda feel like i'm going to puke. is it an eating disorder when you vomit almost every day for no reason? i'm not making myself do it..... and no! i am NOT pregnant! i think the pain in my ovaries is starting to get out of hand again. i'm taking that myomin stuff...... but i'm not taking birth control, 'cause i haven't seen my gyno in like 9 months or something and i'm supposed to go every 3. they're trying to monitor my cists. but this is starting to get out of control! i'm tired of having to take pills and go and get my who-ha inspected and scrapped all the time.... plus it costs more money then i have and i don't have insurance. it's a big pain in the ass..... well, ovaries. i wish they'd just take it all out! i'll adopt if i want kids!

 

the only thing that's making me happy right now is this. it reminds me of pirate girl! thank you pirate girl! you kick so much ass and i miss you! i think that is one reason i feel so lousy.... i don't have a person like pirate girl, or pirate girl herself up here. i know if i was bored i could call her up and be like "yo lets hang" and she'd be like "sure pirate de, that'd be awesome" and i'd be all like "outrageous, lets go" and we'd go out and have cool pirate adventures.....

 

i think i need to start saying outrageous more often... you don't hear that to often anymore..... well, maybe if you watched jem..... but i'm sure not a lot of people except for me, raya and lissa still watch that. i still want to be jem! i want pink hair and a cool band and kick ass make-up and girl stuff and yeah..... jem stuff. i still need to get the jem dvd...... but raya bought the last one at the best store for buying things, and it's $40! that's still a wee bit more than i wanna spend right now..... gotta save up for stuff and junk.... like bills! maybe college.... maybe.

 

damn booty is still in the bath tub..... that bastard!