don't you love having an argument with your crack whore mother first thing when you wake up? i mean i do. i hadn't taken a shower yet and wasn't awake. i had just got out of bed. i thought i was still dreaming. that is really a bad time to argue with someone, they'll say anything and everything. i can't really remember how the argument even started.... i think it was i parked in her spot in the drive way and she needed to get in the bathroom before i did so she could get the baby ready and how i don't care about anyone else in the house and everything has to be about me...... or something like that. but of course you know the only way she can talk to me is to yell at me..... i don't yell and i don't like to be yelled at. so i think i said something along the lines of slut, cunt get out of my face whore..... you know the usual. then she said something along the lines of who i was a slut and i sleep around..... sure i do..... i'm a BIG slut 'cause i only sleep with people i'm in a relationship with. well that comment was it. i said oh really...... so what am i going to tell katie when she asks why she doesn't have a father? who is her father? or do you know? was he just a one night stand? who is the bigger slut here mother? she didn't like that too much. so she yelled some more stuff at me then yelled i thought i raised you better then this. after all that i have done for you. i replied oh yeah you sure did do a lot for me mother..... like hit me in the head with a wooden tray table. at that point she started to cry and went into her bedroom and slammed the door. all the while katie is in the living room with me and is crying because of my mothers yelling. so i went to her door and said that she needed to get the baby because i needed to get ready for work.

 

after i got out of the shower i was wide awake and completely thought that i had dreamed the events that took place a meer 20mins. earlier. but i was wrong. as i was leaving for work she was in the kitchen getting a bottle ready and made a comment that i was a horrible daughter and a horrible excuse for a human being. so i said ,as i was going out the door, well mother, i never said i was a good person and remember mother you did raise me. i left it at that.

 

so i had a headache when i got to work today.